23.11.25

 Dear Reader,

It has been a long time since i wrote something on this blog. now im working for multinational company from German. I wrote this because my mental health is deteriorated. I was doing self harm in early of this year, suicidal attempt, and fucking depressed that it affecting my job.

I dont know why i wrote again, i think this one become diary of my life.

last night i was doing prayer, tahajjud prayer for specificly.

i dont ask something fancy, i just want to be in a right way. a way that God favor.

now i dont know what to do

everything is crumbling apart.

this is not me.

i hope we happy.

Regards.

Malik Bayu Aji.