12.12.25

 Dear Readers,

its almost a month since the thing that i wrote in this blog.
everything is crumbling down, this is my karma i think.
my ex mom just texting me, told me that their house was flooded since yesterday.
i feel sorry for them actually. 
i dont know how i explain it, but deep inside i really sad that i broke up with her.
am i thinking to getting back together? yes i was.
but now she send me an email. she deleted everything about me that remain in her life, everything that i gave to her, she will send it to my parents house.
idunno.
idunno how to reacting to this.
i asked her just donate it, or sell it. anything but send it to my parents house.

i know im fucked up.

deep inside i was really fucked up.

why do i wrote this? i dunno.

but i just receive her replied just now.

she will send it to my parents house. i said okay, understandable.

i fucked it up again.

and hey, i was bitten by a cat yesterday, its not that deep, but maybe half an centimeter.

i clean it with alcohol, betadine, and then use antibiotics also ibuprofen :D

Karind, if someday you read this.

i regret everything that happened. hope you happy.

i will create my own happiness.